Текст песни Руслан SV - О себе

I will tell you how fast I was sinking
It all started in the 12th year
began to write about her, and the fact that this city is small
and in a year, I wrote hundreds of such songs

Lost in the studio, studied
a blank notebook was my personal doctor
I wrote sheets, pouring out my soul
but at one point I became no one needed

and I really saw the world turning gray
Then I lost touch, with Hope Love and Faith
I was looking for a dose of pain, injecting it into my veins
Alcohol, nicotine, clubs, warm-ups

That’s what all life rested on,
and I saved up problems that could not be solved at all
And in an empty apartment he avoided these calls,
He began to feel sorry for himself, and mowed off his boots

wrote for love, not knowing how to stop,
not recovering, drugs hospital
this whole life seemed to me the strangest movie
Forgiven even betrayal, that would be loved!

and in the 13th I met her,
she made me a brain for every trip!
hid our warmth from the cold wind
Swore love to me, and I believed it

And our distance has changed so often with you
But after almost 3 years you still crawled
And I threw everything, trying to get everything back
Thank you because you opened my eyes!

I was looking for inspiration in her, but everything was somehow past
And I forgot already when I gave up smoke
Everything changed, and I just believed in myself
But about 3 years ago it was definitely not me