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Night will retreat, the sun swolves his light ..
So I am, and here it is no longer.
in your room everywhere smoke cigarettes,
And behind the windows melts sweet dawn.
I'm not, I don't, I'm no more.
But you write, you write your "hello" again,
While the raw rains are poured from the heavenly age,
Snowfall raw stars to your legs ..
Forgive me, boy, but now somewhere there ..
Where winds sing to me about countries on the beach,
Where I go along the edge of the cliff, knowing - not falling.
Here the sun caresses my transparent cheeks,
Boy, cute, you know, the world is not cruel!
all sadness, all troubles, sorrow, my pain,
As a hand removed, and I can be with you.
I do not know how long, but I feel that now
This sun rays with you will warm us.
You certainly do not know, you do not see, but I'm with you
I sit next to, I'm here, so touched you with your hand ..
You reflect the light, you are warm and you are alive.
I want to stay so much with you.
But your lips were covered with salt, you are all in tears,
Maybe in vain, you tell me, I come to you in dreams?
Maybe I can't hurt you and should go away,
But you yourself, you yourself, you yourself, shout into the emptiness "wait."
I stand for your back, your shoulders hug your shoulders
But you knew you, you know - no one is eternal.
Your pain grows in me poison of black herbs,
Your thoughts now inspire me just fear.
In your room the whole city of glass towers,
You yourself are drowning in smoke, and I suffocate, I'm scared ..
My hands have already been addressed in your sneakers,
Let go - I shout - let me go, time heals!
but you beat the glass wall and break your hands
If I could only pick up all your flour ..
boy, cute, in your room everywhere poison,
Hundreds of furious lizards surrounded you and stand.
They drink your blood, they want more pain,
And I suffocate here, bound by love.
My hands can not touch the brilliant stars,
I do not feel more warm, here is frost ..
Let go, let me go, or .. go with me!
There is another moment, we run with me behind the star.
And I hide you from the paw of these extremely evil.
There is enough longing, leave this world of living ..
..rein rushes, reflecting a luckless cry.
You will see me, you will see, even if on a moment.
And when to touch your hands of my hair,
I'll take you into the warm world of sparkling stars.
Emily S ©