Текст песни I am FX - первый

First

There is no shame and conscience, and there is no pity for a long time.
For all your dreams and hopes, everything is simply equal to everyone.
Don't give a damn for everyone, everyone is close to loneliness.
And the one who was the closest calls by name and patronymic.

This is my prophecy, my inner voice and its dialogue.
Which you do not want to understand, and if you wanted to, could not.
But what is the use of this, it certainly did not exist and does not exist.
And this is not an answer, but simply written delirium in depression.

Which conditionally, or intuitively, I will lay out exactly the first.
And I hope this album will not be the last one afterwards.
And fuck with him, which is not like other tracks, earlier.
And why I started to write this, I myself do not know for sure.

Yes, any regular zakos, and a fucking variety of style.
All thoughts are the same, and the text is written somehow crookedly.
I’m talking about life. and all my friends are just the same.
Someone just guesses, but I already know for sure.

This aspiration is the first, or better yet, always alone.
A new one cannot be built, amid despair and ruins.
I am physically broken and mentally broken day after day
For me this is the norm, but for you it is abnormal.

There is only one lie around, you have no reason to trust me completely.
What was a dream has disappeared, you hide behind loneliness.
You walk in circles all the time, and you can't find a place for yourself.
Committing suicide, outside the rules, is no longer appropriate by default.

And to be honest, I am not the one you introduce me to.
If you want to know the truth, you will never know it.
I do not hide it, you just do not see it, and do not hear it.
They have come up with something for themselves, so damn it and write it down.

And stop believing me, I am very rarely sincere.
This is an introductory word and never a suicide note.
This word, a story, is like a long conversation with oneself.
Someone may be pleased with this, but for me the mood is different.

This is irony rather than a story about the past and the future.
If you believe me, you will not know when the coming day comes.
Happy birthday to myself completely new.
Completely different and never like himself.

Here in every fucking word, a piece of my soul is embedded.
There is no time to hesitate, every second to rush somewhere.
From somewhere came the habit, always to impose on people.
And with each acquaintance closer, more and more often get upset.

True happiness, or very different opinions.
Once upon a time in childhood, a solar eclipse was seen through the film.
And I did not see anything, no matter how hard I tried.
Paradise is probably good, since no one has ever returned from there.

I watch how everyone is looking for recognition and family comfort.
I look, it's funny, because I'm just the same fucking.
After a couple of years, nothing has changed in principle.
I'm drinking in the garage, and you are waiting on a white horse for a prince.