Текст песни UDM - Я сказал себе

here you are sitting at a computer, do not fuck it - that's a bummer
you stick into the monitor, it's already night outside.
I have to go to sleep, but probably later.
for now, I'll write a couple of lines for myself.

the one about whom my thoughts are most likely already asleep.
to say that I love? I could burn out of shame.
from you in my head an endless smoke,
you clouded my mind with your beauty

right now my thoughts are about that in my head
I don’t know what to do with this, will give up everything
or continue to love, hoping for reciprocity.
or maybe she loves me too, I just didn't get through

but imagine that we are together, how much we depend
I could have said all this to you, but damn it
and so all these thoughts are in my head
I didn't tell them to anyone, but I told myself

yes I agree with myself that I'm just saying
but you can take your word for it that I love you.
I will not say so simply, I said it means so!
but I don't see reciprocity, so fuck it ...

then there is no love for me and there is no point in trying to me
looks like she threw stones into my soul
maybe I'll forget you, but I won't see you soon.
but I will remember you when I stub.

when I pour alcohol into myself in order to pour grief.
yes i am in kusr that this alcohol does not help
but at least to drown out this pain for a while
and if you could rewind time

then I would live where you live and in front of your eyes.
I would have met you and it would have been different ..
but alas, time can be rewound only on the clock.
so I'm leaving, I'm lost, you don't have to look ...