leaning back, hands under the head,
hazy look.
if everything were different
I would now think
where to get money for a thesis.
there would be adequate work,
but no, it's all through my ass.
and in the mirror, winking,
some fucker is watching:
"all ae, brother, well, as imaginary ok.
hide further between the lines
I postpone the period of epiphany
and you in vain instilled in yourself disdain.
well, what are you silent?
ears outstretched
you fucking listen to sweet lies "
yeah, really fuck it.
it's time to fight for life
but not to live, we fuck you,
poking others,
it turned out that I knew nothing myself.
and I got so confused
that even the devil will break his leg.
diagnosis one - an asshole.
summing up, I realized
that the script was not written by me.
and all I do is
that I am an abandoned dog.
and the dream has long become more real than reality
so I choose where to stay,
where I can touch you every day.
but now not about that.
I'd better sneak up on the mirror again for an answer.
and everything is sad there, the voice is not the same,
and the image wilted
the wink turned into a tick,
something is wrong, probably something hurts.
and fuck with him, everything, happy, brother,
if no offense.
because I am not fucked by other people's problems,
After all, I have been wandering in myself for weeks.
nevertheless, in nature, the asshole looks
somewhere in the reflection,
repeating my movements.
"it's so good that it's not me," I thought,
fucking smashing all the mirrors.